It's a Season to be Jolly.. Bz Bz Bz...

I just recovered from a very bad throat.. 1 time I took an MC 4 just a sorethroat.. cos my phlegm had a bit of blood in it... super scary rite? saw the doc, then went ahead with my laggy christmas shopping.. haha.. I still sang last wk at a wedding & cg with a mildly recovered throat.. how did I even do it.. well at least now it's better.. my voice is back to normal now.. just in time 4 all the rehearsals.. God is indeed timely.. Whoooo....! It Christmas time.. an enjoyable moment but I'm super duper busy... dont ask me wat I'm so busy with.. the list is too long.. but 4 the ICs and Belle.. I know my busyness can't be compared to theirs.. Kana discipleship alot also these few days.. really a time to enlarge my capacity big time now... stay focused.. Lots to handle this Christmas. Really thank God 4 giving me the opp to be used in my ministry. Belle told us to take leadership of things today.. ya.. she was rite.. sometimes I find myself being quite timid.. but ppl view me as some1 domineering.. somehow I just felt her burden as well.. well.. just gotto lead my team this Sat well for carolling.. Hope I dont screw up in conducting.. I won't! My hp bill is really gonna explode this mth.. I've been smsing tons of smses.. Mel spoke to me today online... she's doing great in Australia.. Waiting 4 her to come back b4 I go do my back tattoo.. i'm gonna do a cross merged with a heart on the lower back.. kinda cool... but i tink tat shld be the last tattoo i'll be getting.. it's painful.. my tattoo on my stomach was a killer.. I wonder how I got thru it.. whaha... Oh ya.. Lanny too.. cant wait 4 him to get back... Anyway.. to all my frens in Australia.. Merry Christmas guys!! Guess wat.. just last month I was so happy tat Jenny withdrew her resignation.. but guess wat.. this mth she came out with another stunt saying tat she has already signed her appt letter with another company who is willing to wait 4 her until the 1st of March 2008. So good rite?! I'm happy 4 her.. but at the same time... Man!! she's going!! this means alot on my side.. I'll be more loaded with work.. lose a great fren, colleague, 'teacher', mentor... hiaz... "Jenny! why must u go...?" hiaz... nvm.. Beginning of this wk, I kinda suffered from mild blurness.. tireness.. just a longing within me 4 sth else.. something out of this current life of mine.. did my quiet time at nite.. broke into tears a couple of times.. ya.. these were the symptoms.. unexplainable.. but I'm better now.. must be the focusing on the rehearsals and work... now doing a handover to Jenny.. my superiors hv no idea tat she's leaving & they want her to take over my job scope.. I'll be doing more comp & ben stuff.. but very soon(in 2 mths time) I'll be taking back my old job scope again.. hiaz.. okie.. I better go rest now.. gotto spend time with my bro and family later.. havent seen my bro in like 2 whole wks! super miss him la.. stupid Mandai camp comanders.. always making him stay in the camp... well I guess this is NS la...it's like tat... no choice.. just got to bear with it... hmmm... wat shld I do tmr? bring my family out... but where? ok.. gotto get thinking.. mayb choir will come out with some last min meetings? got to avail as much as possible.. then there's cg... got to help ZF as much as possible also.. feel like splitting myself into 3 different parts sometimes.. omnipresence is seriously needed this christmas... hahaha... Oh ya... havent really got the time to appreciate the christmas lightings this yr.. herad it's very "fairy-tale" liked.. soo nice... I love looking at fairy-tale settings.. I'm so glad I got to watch the show Enchanted with DD, Meida & Ben.. it turned out to be a nice show.. as usual Ms Amanda laughed out loudly in the cinema.. got take alot of photos la but I feel very lazy to upload them.. sorry ah.. hahaha.. I go Zzzzz already...