I'm back!

oh man! how long has it been? like almost 4 months! whaha... okie.. I've really been very busy, believe it or not.. kinda got flooded with stuff 1 aft another.. work...... choir....... the dec angel thingy...... assignments....... exams...... i din even hv time to go online.. like wat I always tell u peeps... I seldom go online... if u see me online.... tat means I've either an assignment to do or some choir stuff to do... but rite now.... I'm here to catch up..... it has been a blast being busy..... but now during the long weekend... I finally get a chance to slow down & reflect on things around me..... I start by looking at how some of my frens got married in 2008, some r even preparing to get married in 2009..... really happy 4 them..... during the coming months or so..... I'm gonna be stretched...... in ministry & work.... God has given me such an awesome job with a great boss & senior to look up to.... guess in 2009, I wont be having anymore job 'crisis' anymore... tink I've been having a fair share of those 4 the past 3 years.... breakthru is finally here.... just like my cgl & choir ICs (M & I).... I've a boss & senior who believes in me.... u know.... u can really sense it when some1 is viewing u as hopeless or hopeful by the way they look at u.... glad I saw the positive side in their eyes..... it matters tat I do stuff rite & correctly.... I hate messing up..... I hate it when ppl view me as messed up..... but the funny thing is...... I'm not a perfectionist...... contradicting eh? anyway..... tmr's gonna start early with a bang... visiting my relatives..... bet they're gonna ask me the same thing again..... "so how? got bf anot?"......... hiaz...... I really wonder.... when will I eva get the chance to stop answering those kind of questions....... I always believe that if it were meant to be.... it would definitely be meant to be....... our lives are pre-destined ppl..... so no use taking a peak at the future when there's a chance to.... it WOULD happen anyway.... so let's all just wait 4 it to happen..... I tink wat God has planned 4 me will be awesome & it is always worthwhile waiting..... halllleeeellllluuuujjjaaaahhh!!